Today I think it is the pinnacle of what happened to me recently. I’m feeling really depressed surrounding me and people count on me, thinking that I can do that. Moreover, problems come to me one by one with no one help me. I realized it. When I need people to do something almost nothing comes right, then I become more frustated. Especially when you need someone closer to you to lean on, you found no one. Yes, only me. With problems getting bigger. It’s already bloated.

    People rely on me, then I think someone better than me should be in this part. I feel stupid, I can’t do anything right. People thinks that I can do that, but in fact I’m feeling really useless right now. There’s nothing I’m good at. Feels like I’m not worth at all and you’re friends ignore you. That’s the worst.

It’s really depressing in this loneliness